i am officially discontinuing my xanga site. it has been nothing but problems and has become more of a layout competition than anything else. i'm sick of people telling me i stole their idea or whatever for a layout when actually i came up with this current skin [and my previous "diary" layout] 100% on my own without any outside resources. anyone who says other wise can kiss my butt. people who are addicted to xanga in any way, shape, or form are pathetic losers and deserve to be caged in a corner for all eternity. so GIVE IT UP PEOPLE!!! this site is nothing but an instigator for arguments, rumors, and whatever else may cause loss of friendship or other important acquaintances- ALL OF WHICH CAN BE PERCEIVED ANONYMOUS!!! i can't believe it took me this long to realize my personal thoughts and feelings shouldn't be shared with others who are judgemental and shallow. what a waste of time all of this was. from now on, all my emotions will be kept secret to me and my personal lap top, only to be shared with close friends and family members under critical circumstances. so here are my last farewells to the xanga community. i hope your sciolism drives you to realization of how lame and unforespoken this all is before it's too late.

P.S. i put on a new song to express my final goodbyes- "Goodbye To You" by Michelle Branch- so this is it, enjoy